Post by Alexander McQueen on Nov 12, 2008 4:51:38 GMT -6
|~| The story reborn|~|
The prisoners argue and shout as I cower in the corner of my tiny padded room. I don’t know why I’m here? I don’t know where this is? I don’t even know who I am? The door starts to rattle and the fear possesses me.
|~|Doctor|~|
But Ms. … I... I’m sorry, but Ms. I didn’t think..
A blonde pushes past him she is wearing a bikini and carrying a tiny dog… it looks more like a rat.
|~|Megan|~|
So, I want it.
She whined in a prissy voice as she crouched down in front of me. She seemed to be examining me and tried to smile.
|~|Megan|~|
Hi I’m Megan, you want to come with me?
Why would I?
|~|Doctor|~|
Ms. He is agoraphobic I don’t…
I felt slight anger rise with his quick judgment even if that is what we concluded in my sessions how dear he try and embarrass me.
|~|Alexander McQueen|~|
Yes! Yes I’ll go with you.
I sat up straight even though I knew that burst from my voice might have scared her... I know it scared me. She grinned and spurn up looking at the Doctor.
|~|Megan|~|
See I said I wanted Alex and he obviously wants to come with me… so why not?
She had walked in like it was a dog shelter the men had whistled at her and threw many cat calls, but she had come here for a reason. Alexander, the name had became notorious in a company could this be the kid? She didn’t care the idea that popped in her head was genius to her. Grab a nobody with no memory and no recollection of what he used to be and form him into her ticket to the greatest fame she could get. Nobody would realize it; honestly she didn’t even make the decision till the doctor had told her about this young man on the way in. She looked at all the convicts like they were whining yappy dogs pleading for her to take them out of here, but when she saw him she realized this was exactly what she did want.
Yes that was the story; I was picked out like a stray animal. Most people might be offended, but… I don’t know how to be really. Then something funny happened... the days went on and she showed me off to her friend like a piece of meat or a prize trukey. I hate people they seriously scare me, well they used to I mean. That overwhelming dosage of annoying loud ass people I guess just snapped me out of it. She wants to make me a national superstar and discovered a company that could take me there. Something just seems familiar I just can’t put my finger on it though.
|~|Familiar terrain|~|
Well sitting in the AWS backstage area Megan is carrying her dog Lily and she looks like a cocky bitch I have to admit she inspires me to stop being shy maybe because she isn’t? She stops and bounces into me.
|~|Megan|~|
Alex! Now are you ready for this week?
Sounded like a drill sergeant and slightly intimidating, I shrug and give an indifferent response.
|~|Megan|~|
You’re in a match, against Terry Powers...
She stopped for a second and smirked I knew she was mentally checking him out she wouldn’t stop since she found out about the match up about how hot he is.
|~|Megan|~|
Anyway, you know what I like right?
I stare at her blankly really not knowing. She quickly rolls her eyes and lightly pushes my shoulder.
|~|Megan|~|
Aggressiveness, you know like if you wanted to really impress me then you’d become like a Rottweiler.
|~|Alex|~|
The dog?
|~|Megan|~|
Yeah! See you are so smart.
She sounded very amazed that I answered her and patted my head, I kind of liked it. Maybe I should do more things to amaze or impress her, for some reason it feels like that is something deep inside that I want more than anything… but am I really like a puppy that needs a master?
As we kept walking things started to look more familiar then I seen something that stopped me.
|~|Megan|~|
What’s wrong?
A Name on a door caught my attention… Pain … Mistress Pain … A sonnet resisted in my head, but the hard pushing of Megan awoke me. I shook it off was that what a flashback was? Why haven’t I been able to remember stuff till now?
|~|Megan|~|
Alex, what’s wrong?
I wasn’t sure if she was ticked off or worried.
|~|Alex|~|
Yeah sorry thought I uh... I thought I remembered something.
She made a neck noise and tilted her head with an aww like it was cute that I might remember something. I started to force myself to laugh it started slow then got steady.
|~|Alex|~|
Yeah pretty silly huh? I'm sorry
Was it really? Why did the word Pain make me remember stuff? Was it just the word in general or a name plate that un-fogged my brain?
|~|Megan speaks out|~|
We stand in front of a camera an interviewer standing by, please don’t make me talk, I pray so badly that I don’t have to... at least not that much.
|~|Interviewer|~|
So Alexander will be competing against Terry Powers this week at Animosity...
She had kept looking at me like I reminded her of something it made me feel better, Megan jumped in interrupting her.
|~|Megan|~|
Yes, and nobody knows Alex… not even Alex, but I do. I know that deep inside this fragile young man is a real animal just wanting to burst out. I mean Terry is really hot and I hate to know that he is going to have to go through this, but then again he has his little groupie that he married that I’m sure wants to play nurse for him.
|~|Interviewer|~|
But how do you...
|~|Megan|~|
Are you questioning me? Hehe … I mean come on just look at Alex…
She pushed me up to the interviewer to speak.
|~|Megan|~|
Come on tell them...
I cringe being forced up to a public spotlight.
|~|Alex|~|
Uh... well I have been locked...
|~|Megan|~|
He hasn’t interacted with society for a very long time do you know what kind of hostile being has to be trapped in him… the first woman that he has seen has been me. Heh, I know that would defiantly fire any guy up. Alex do you feel any energy?
Uncomfortably I answer; of course I do she is talking me up and acting that way she always does.
|~|Alex|~|
Uh yeah…
The continue talking an it happens another flash back, a blonde woman blood flowing down her face comes at me screaming and bashes me over the head with what appeared to be a trash can lid. My eye sight goes red and I feel liquid down my face. Am I really bleeding?! I feel my head and nothing I’m shocked out of the vision, Megan is still talking and I stand there. Then I see myself falling down stairs, I hit the woman with a pipe as she came after me. The damage it inflicted it... well it turned me on. Was this really me?!
|~|Alex|~|
Gaaah! What the hell is happening to me?! Blood! Violence! Lust! AH!
I slam my fist through the backdrop ruining it and start walking off. Megan smiles at the interviewer and the camera.
|~|Megan|~|
See, ah… he is such a cut little bad boy, he just needs to be reminded of it.
She laughs and walks after Alex.
The prisoners argue and shout as I cower in the corner of my tiny padded room. I don’t know why I’m here? I don’t know where this is? I don’t even know who I am? The door starts to rattle and the fear possesses me.
|~|Doctor|~|
But Ms. … I... I’m sorry, but Ms. I didn’t think..
A blonde pushes past him she is wearing a bikini and carrying a tiny dog… it looks more like a rat.
|~|Megan|~|
So, I want it.
She whined in a prissy voice as she crouched down in front of me. She seemed to be examining me and tried to smile.
|~|Megan|~|
Hi I’m Megan, you want to come with me?
Why would I?
|~|Doctor|~|
Ms. He is agoraphobic I don’t…
I felt slight anger rise with his quick judgment even if that is what we concluded in my sessions how dear he try and embarrass me.
|~|Alexander McQueen|~|
Yes! Yes I’ll go with you.
I sat up straight even though I knew that burst from my voice might have scared her... I know it scared me. She grinned and spurn up looking at the Doctor.
|~|Megan|~|
See I said I wanted Alex and he obviously wants to come with me… so why not?
She had walked in like it was a dog shelter the men had whistled at her and threw many cat calls, but she had come here for a reason. Alexander, the name had became notorious in a company could this be the kid? She didn’t care the idea that popped in her head was genius to her. Grab a nobody with no memory and no recollection of what he used to be and form him into her ticket to the greatest fame she could get. Nobody would realize it; honestly she didn’t even make the decision till the doctor had told her about this young man on the way in. She looked at all the convicts like they were whining yappy dogs pleading for her to take them out of here, but when she saw him she realized this was exactly what she did want.
Yes that was the story; I was picked out like a stray animal. Most people might be offended, but… I don’t know how to be really. Then something funny happened... the days went on and she showed me off to her friend like a piece of meat or a prize trukey. I hate people they seriously scare me, well they used to I mean. That overwhelming dosage of annoying loud ass people I guess just snapped me out of it. She wants to make me a national superstar and discovered a company that could take me there. Something just seems familiar I just can’t put my finger on it though.
|~|Familiar terrain|~|
Well sitting in the AWS backstage area Megan is carrying her dog Lily and she looks like a cocky bitch I have to admit she inspires me to stop being shy maybe because she isn’t? She stops and bounces into me.
|~|Megan|~|
Alex! Now are you ready for this week?
Sounded like a drill sergeant and slightly intimidating, I shrug and give an indifferent response.
|~|Megan|~|
You’re in a match, against Terry Powers...
She stopped for a second and smirked I knew she was mentally checking him out she wouldn’t stop since she found out about the match up about how hot he is.
|~|Megan|~|
Anyway, you know what I like right?
I stare at her blankly really not knowing. She quickly rolls her eyes and lightly pushes my shoulder.
|~|Megan|~|
Aggressiveness, you know like if you wanted to really impress me then you’d become like a Rottweiler.
|~|Alex|~|
The dog?
|~|Megan|~|
Yeah! See you are so smart.
She sounded very amazed that I answered her and patted my head, I kind of liked it. Maybe I should do more things to amaze or impress her, for some reason it feels like that is something deep inside that I want more than anything… but am I really like a puppy that needs a master?
As we kept walking things started to look more familiar then I seen something that stopped me.
|~|Megan|~|
What’s wrong?
A Name on a door caught my attention… Pain … Mistress Pain … A sonnet resisted in my head, but the hard pushing of Megan awoke me. I shook it off was that what a flashback was? Why haven’t I been able to remember stuff till now?
|~|Megan|~|
Alex, what’s wrong?
I wasn’t sure if she was ticked off or worried.
|~|Alex|~|
Yeah sorry thought I uh... I thought I remembered something.
She made a neck noise and tilted her head with an aww like it was cute that I might remember something. I started to force myself to laugh it started slow then got steady.
|~|Alex|~|
Yeah pretty silly huh? I'm sorry
Was it really? Why did the word Pain make me remember stuff? Was it just the word in general or a name plate that un-fogged my brain?
|~|Megan speaks out|~|
We stand in front of a camera an interviewer standing by, please don’t make me talk, I pray so badly that I don’t have to... at least not that much.
|~|Interviewer|~|
So Alexander will be competing against Terry Powers this week at Animosity...
She had kept looking at me like I reminded her of something it made me feel better, Megan jumped in interrupting her.
|~|Megan|~|
Yes, and nobody knows Alex… not even Alex, but I do. I know that deep inside this fragile young man is a real animal just wanting to burst out. I mean Terry is really hot and I hate to know that he is going to have to go through this, but then again he has his little groupie that he married that I’m sure wants to play nurse for him.
|~|Interviewer|~|
But how do you...
|~|Megan|~|
Are you questioning me? Hehe … I mean come on just look at Alex…
She pushed me up to the interviewer to speak.
|~|Megan|~|
Come on tell them...
I cringe being forced up to a public spotlight.
|~|Alex|~|
Uh... well I have been locked...
|~|Megan|~|
He hasn’t interacted with society for a very long time do you know what kind of hostile being has to be trapped in him… the first woman that he has seen has been me. Heh, I know that would defiantly fire any guy up. Alex do you feel any energy?
Uncomfortably I answer; of course I do she is talking me up and acting that way she always does.
|~|Alex|~|
Uh yeah…
The continue talking an it happens another flash back, a blonde woman blood flowing down her face comes at me screaming and bashes me over the head with what appeared to be a trash can lid. My eye sight goes red and I feel liquid down my face. Am I really bleeding?! I feel my head and nothing I’m shocked out of the vision, Megan is still talking and I stand there. Then I see myself falling down stairs, I hit the woman with a pipe as she came after me. The damage it inflicted it... well it turned me on. Was this really me?!
|~|Alex|~|
Gaaah! What the hell is happening to me?! Blood! Violence! Lust! AH!
I slam my fist through the backdrop ruining it and start walking off. Megan smiles at the interviewer and the camera.
|~|Megan|~|
See, ah… he is such a cut little bad boy, he just needs to be reminded of it.
She laughs and walks after Alex.
