Post by Evie Jones on Apr 22, 2008 15:22:33 GMT -6
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Best friends that what AJ means to me I didn’t have any friends that I could call my best friend sure I did have friends but no that I could hang around with and do things together no I was always stuck at home because non would call for me or ask me to come out with them no. I just sat there in my room after school and do my homework and that was it, I couldn’t figure out why it was me going though this, did they really see me as a friend that they like to be with, or was it because they saw me as that girl who got bullied in primary school, that ran to the teacher to tell on them, I didn’t think it was that because it all changed when we went to different school, for our comprehensive years. It seemed that way at school always around me but it was when school end day it all changed. Or even when I had lost my sister for two years after school that I need my friend then but they looked on me like I was the sister of a junkie and didn’t want anything more to do with me then when I really did need them. So when I meat AJ over two years ago it all changed I felt like that I had that someone to be with to hang around with and it was perfect and I just wanted nothing more I was happy then I had ever been in a long time, but fight for the right to be his best friend is something I don’t want to do, I shouldn’t have to because it is not fair on AJ, he is a person and should be treated with respect.
"Bag that it means something to me when people who do not even really know the person are pulling a personal close friend apart. Just because he is there doesn’t mean you all have to grab him and pick and poke, it just isn’t right, AJ dose have feeling and like he said you reap what you sew and you will get what is coming to you by doing all this."
Even now calling AJ my best friend doesn’t mean it will change what has happen, just means that I have something more to offer and that it will only come with time to see who I am and not what I was then. It only has to come from my heart and my heart is not to be played with…
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(Some parts are diary/memory extracts and rest are present day thoughts)
“Stop your bring on this your self.” said Evie’s Primary School teacher as she sat down in the class room crying her eyes out, she didn’t bring this on her self all she wanted to do was join in the other children’s game but they wouldn’t let her they would stand there and make fun of her clothes and anything else they would say about her. So the teacher just left her there, she didn’t understand why the teacher wouldn’t help, she had told her parents but that didn’t seem to help either, because the school did nothing, well they did when a guy who was about four years older than her was bulling her day in and day out and her got sent home during break time, but it wasn’t the worst of it, it was the children in her year that made it worse in and out of class and Evie got quite and quite and wouldn’t take to anyone at all. “Ah it looks like you have blood on your t-shirt, I’m not going near you.” shout one kid at Evie and her eyes began to swell up. Truth was it how the shirt looked and it was the colours of her favourite football team. Liverpool FC and she still supported them to this day. She hated going to school during her Primary school days, she didn’t get she needed out of school like the help she needed and which made her want to work harder when she moved up to the next school. Yes she did have her sister to be around but she was always with her friends and yes Ruth did stick up for her but she was going out of her way to make it feel like she wasn’t wanted and that made her feel down even more. Evie thought that Ruth was behind most of the bulling but she was always there for her when she needed her and that was some sort of comfort to her even with everything going on.
When she had moved on to the next school and she have to know other children from the surrounding villages that where at the school and the same thing was starting to happen again but it was not as bad as her days in Primary school days. “Oh yeah Evie you should come with us.”
Yeah they say that and then they never follow though Why where they being like that, couldn’t they tell that me and my sister weren’t alike she was the popular one and me I got nothing just good grades but I wanted more than that I just wanted both. It really didn’t help at all when at home I got all the attention because I was the good girl doing everything right and getting good grades ect and comparing me to Ruth on everything thing It wasn’t right when at school it was just worse I just felt like an outsider even in my own home.
As time went on during school it did settle down somewhat but Evie still felt like she had that something missing She got though school with really good grades. She had gotten into cottage and onto the course she wanted, then things really did start to go wrong for her including her sister there parents split up where Ruth took it really badly Evie not so much it was when we would find Ruth inside for passion and she had felt like she had lost her closest friend.
“Why Ruth why do this to your self, don’t you think we could have helped you.” Evie asked Ruth sitting in the visitors room Evie wanted to know why she had done this to her self The family blamed Alex for this if she hadn’t had meet him in the young offenders place then maybe she wouldn’t have done this at all. “Ruth talk to me, you always can, why this, why the drugs can’t you see what they have done to you, what you’ve done to the family.” Ruth didn’t even talk the effects of the drug taking had badly affected her and didn’t even want to talk to her, she was glad that her sister had come to visit her. Evie kept on visiting her trying to keep her going and did seem to be helping her but Evie still had things on her mind her sister wasn’t there for her when she had need her just like at school now going into adulthood she still wasn’t there. That was the thing a best friend she had felt that her sister could give her that, no that was not so.
We are to fast forward to when AJ and Evie Jones had meet and she had felt the happiest she had ever felt she had meet AJ when her and her sister Ruth had gone to meet Blake once and both AJ and Evie had clicked and felt she could really open up her self and just be her She started to hang around with AJ a lot and they had become the best of friends. AJ when we first meet, it was the best time of my life and I had felt like you took me for me and not for what has gone on, we have a friendship that I had thought I would never have and you gave me that, like no-one else and that meant a lot to me and now I am here to is fight for your right and your freedom. You don’t deserve all this, I just don’t see why you are letting this happen but this is way I am here and I will fight for you to get you what you want and that is to see you right. We have been though so much together and I just don’t want to see you get hurt at all, yes you are getting Maxine Hunter to help me, why are you really wanting me to win this silly little thing when you have the power to stop all of this, but will see.
Now present day Evie was standing alone with her hands in her pocket and with a grim expression on her face which doesn’t normal appear on her face but today it dose because she had things on her mind and that she wasn’t to happy about. “Pain we might be partners this week but really we have nothing in common you are the weak link in this just because you want to manage AJ as that all you are fit for but you are seeing fit not to take advice when it is given to you or even listen to what AJ really want, listen and you might get some where, Max knows what this and the reason why she is giving a helping hand in this and if you don’t see it then you have lost this and me as your tag partner please is your best look in the world and we will win this.” She moved slightly around to where she was standing where was unknown she did like to keep her placing to her self and then continued on what she was saying. “Josie what the hell is your deal with is just because you have a grudge with AJ doesn’t mean that you have any rights in this, you are treating like you already own this when you don’t we are talking about a person feeling here and not some toy to be picked up and then to be tossed aside and do you really think that my dear cousin is on your side please she is only out for her self in this and will turn her back on you like that so you can think highly of this all but you will lose everything.” Now she went on to Joanna as she took her hands out of her pocket and on her hips and pressed her lips together she wasn’t happy about all this but she went on with her finally person “Joanna well, well aren’t you just something aren’t you, AJ told me about you and your letters when you were younger and this was before I even knew it was you but now I do, it make everything so clear and you are one big lair and everything that comes out of your mouth is nothing but lies and you are pulling AJ along and he deserves better than you and he will learn that and now you are playing your little double act I can see now what you are doing and it not right on AJ and everyone else you are just playing with feeling here and that person is my best friend and I wont aloud that to happen.” She wanted to make sure that nothing was to go wrong and that this was to be right for AJ not just her self she wasn’t doing this for her self no she wasn’t like fighting for something that wasn’t hers no this was about AJ feeling for her and now she was going to give all she had.
Best friends that what AJ means to me I didn’t have any friends that I could call my best friend sure I did have friends but no that I could hang around with and do things together no I was always stuck at home because non would call for me or ask me to come out with them no. I just sat there in my room after school and do my homework and that was it, I couldn’t figure out why it was me going though this, did they really see me as a friend that they like to be with, or was it because they saw me as that girl who got bullied in primary school, that ran to the teacher to tell on them, I didn’t think it was that because it all changed when we went to different school, for our comprehensive years. It seemed that way at school always around me but it was when school end day it all changed. Or even when I had lost my sister for two years after school that I need my friend then but they looked on me like I was the sister of a junkie and didn’t want anything more to do with me then when I really did need them. So when I meat AJ over two years ago it all changed I felt like that I had that someone to be with to hang around with and it was perfect and I just wanted nothing more I was happy then I had ever been in a long time, but fight for the right to be his best friend is something I don’t want to do, I shouldn’t have to because it is not fair on AJ, he is a person and should be treated with respect.
"Bag that it means something to me when people who do not even really know the person are pulling a personal close friend apart. Just because he is there doesn’t mean you all have to grab him and pick and poke, it just isn’t right, AJ dose have feeling and like he said you reap what you sew and you will get what is coming to you by doing all this."
Even now calling AJ my best friend doesn’t mean it will change what has happen, just means that I have something more to offer and that it will only come with time to see who I am and not what I was then. It only has to come from my heart and my heart is not to be played with…
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(Some parts are diary/memory extracts and rest are present day thoughts)
“Stop your bring on this your self.” said Evie’s Primary School teacher as she sat down in the class room crying her eyes out, she didn’t bring this on her self all she wanted to do was join in the other children’s game but they wouldn’t let her they would stand there and make fun of her clothes and anything else they would say about her. So the teacher just left her there, she didn’t understand why the teacher wouldn’t help, she had told her parents but that didn’t seem to help either, because the school did nothing, well they did when a guy who was about four years older than her was bulling her day in and day out and her got sent home during break time, but it wasn’t the worst of it, it was the children in her year that made it worse in and out of class and Evie got quite and quite and wouldn’t take to anyone at all. “Ah it looks like you have blood on your t-shirt, I’m not going near you.” shout one kid at Evie and her eyes began to swell up. Truth was it how the shirt looked and it was the colours of her favourite football team. Liverpool FC and she still supported them to this day. She hated going to school during her Primary school days, she didn’t get she needed out of school like the help she needed and which made her want to work harder when she moved up to the next school. Yes she did have her sister to be around but she was always with her friends and yes Ruth did stick up for her but she was going out of her way to make it feel like she wasn’t wanted and that made her feel down even more. Evie thought that Ruth was behind most of the bulling but she was always there for her when she needed her and that was some sort of comfort to her even with everything going on.
When she had moved on to the next school and she have to know other children from the surrounding villages that where at the school and the same thing was starting to happen again but it was not as bad as her days in Primary school days. “Oh yeah Evie you should come with us.”
Yeah they say that and then they never follow though Why where they being like that, couldn’t they tell that me and my sister weren’t alike she was the popular one and me I got nothing just good grades but I wanted more than that I just wanted both. It really didn’t help at all when at home I got all the attention because I was the good girl doing everything right and getting good grades ect and comparing me to Ruth on everything thing It wasn’t right when at school it was just worse I just felt like an outsider even in my own home.
As time went on during school it did settle down somewhat but Evie still felt like she had that something missing She got though school with really good grades. She had gotten into cottage and onto the course she wanted, then things really did start to go wrong for her including her sister there parents split up where Ruth took it really badly Evie not so much it was when we would find Ruth inside for passion and she had felt like she had lost her closest friend.
“Why Ruth why do this to your self, don’t you think we could have helped you.” Evie asked Ruth sitting in the visitors room Evie wanted to know why she had done this to her self The family blamed Alex for this if she hadn’t had meet him in the young offenders place then maybe she wouldn’t have done this at all. “Ruth talk to me, you always can, why this, why the drugs can’t you see what they have done to you, what you’ve done to the family.” Ruth didn’t even talk the effects of the drug taking had badly affected her and didn’t even want to talk to her, she was glad that her sister had come to visit her. Evie kept on visiting her trying to keep her going and did seem to be helping her but Evie still had things on her mind her sister wasn’t there for her when she had need her just like at school now going into adulthood she still wasn’t there. That was the thing a best friend she had felt that her sister could give her that, no that was not so.
We are to fast forward to when AJ and Evie Jones had meet and she had felt the happiest she had ever felt she had meet AJ when her and her sister Ruth had gone to meet Blake once and both AJ and Evie had clicked and felt she could really open up her self and just be her She started to hang around with AJ a lot and they had become the best of friends. AJ when we first meet, it was the best time of my life and I had felt like you took me for me and not for what has gone on, we have a friendship that I had thought I would never have and you gave me that, like no-one else and that meant a lot to me and now I am here to is fight for your right and your freedom. You don’t deserve all this, I just don’t see why you are letting this happen but this is way I am here and I will fight for you to get you what you want and that is to see you right. We have been though so much together and I just don’t want to see you get hurt at all, yes you are getting Maxine Hunter to help me, why are you really wanting me to win this silly little thing when you have the power to stop all of this, but will see.
Now present day Evie was standing alone with her hands in her pocket and with a grim expression on her face which doesn’t normal appear on her face but today it dose because she had things on her mind and that she wasn’t to happy about. “Pain we might be partners this week but really we have nothing in common you are the weak link in this just because you want to manage AJ as that all you are fit for but you are seeing fit not to take advice when it is given to you or even listen to what AJ really want, listen and you might get some where, Max knows what this and the reason why she is giving a helping hand in this and if you don’t see it then you have lost this and me as your tag partner please is your best look in the world and we will win this.” She moved slightly around to where she was standing where was unknown she did like to keep her placing to her self and then continued on what she was saying. “Josie what the hell is your deal with is just because you have a grudge with AJ doesn’t mean that you have any rights in this, you are treating like you already own this when you don’t we are talking about a person feeling here and not some toy to be picked up and then to be tossed aside and do you really think that my dear cousin is on your side please she is only out for her self in this and will turn her back on you like that so you can think highly of this all but you will lose everything.” Now she went on to Joanna as she took her hands out of her pocket and on her hips and pressed her lips together she wasn’t happy about all this but she went on with her finally person “Joanna well, well aren’t you just something aren’t you, AJ told me about you and your letters when you were younger and this was before I even knew it was you but now I do, it make everything so clear and you are one big lair and everything that comes out of your mouth is nothing but lies and you are pulling AJ along and he deserves better than you and he will learn that and now you are playing your little double act I can see now what you are doing and it not right on AJ and everyone else you are just playing with feeling here and that person is my best friend and I wont aloud that to happen.” She wanted to make sure that nothing was to go wrong and that this was to be right for AJ not just her self she wasn’t doing this for her self no she wasn’t like fighting for something that wasn’t hers no this was about AJ feeling for her and now she was going to give all she had.