Post by J.T. Starr on Dec 8, 2008 5:30:19 GMT -6
First off I hate acknoledging my humanity. Do I feel at all sorry for what I've put Ruth Jones though... yes. Do I feel sorry about what I have put Sprit Fire though? NO!
Jeffery Thomas Starr sits out in the rain on a cold night shivering as his clothes become damp. Over his body is a black hoodie sweatshirt that is drenched.
I Used to have a brother, he stood beside me, he stood up for me. When others couldn't or wouldn't understand me he did. That person is not everyone's hero Blake Archer, that person is a split off of him... Christopher Dorian.
JT is talking to himself out loud as the scene spans out a little morewe see he is sitting in a closet park. Why he is sitting on this park bench is still to be known. His lips are turning blue and the feeling in his limbs have gone now feeling limp and useless.
Dorian taught me many things, I don't feel pain or remorse.. why? Because I take pleasure in others pain just like they used to me. Just like they used to when he was younger. I never developed a mental illness like his I'm still considered sane. I've never been to a reform school or a group home. I have been part of an orinization like Sprit was with the Blackbloods.
He looks up his lips quivering from the cold the rain is falling more like sleet now at the cilling tempature. His eyes are nerrow and almost glowing from the effect of the lighting.
I hate her... I hate her just like I do Maxine Hunter. She is no better then that bitch. There is no such thing as love among man, it's an illusion that man creates. I can love many things, many people and still it would never be focused on just one person. That is an obsession... Dorian is obsessed with Sprit... not Ruth. Blake loves Ruth, but yet he loved Alexis and all those girls that used him in school.
Lifting up his shaking hands his vains are showing through his pale white skin. His body could be going through shock as he can't move his fingers at all, but he forces it out of his mind.
Plain and simple Ruth wants to keep ahold of him for why because she has it in her head that she needs him to feel. Maxine kept Loren around for the same reason. She babied him and looked after him in a nerturing way, then what happen Loren thought it was love. You can't judge me when I am just like her, I'd have to be. Her brother runs an orinzation called the Bloodline we are the best trained assasians... no solders. We can't feel bad when we kill somebody we are ordered to kill, or to take a prisonor and hand them over no matter how badly then beg.
Now dropping his hands to his knees JT's eyes look up from under his hood.
The government is just the same, take a child from a family because they think it's the best dicision. Execute a man they see as guilty. This is just me doing what I was trained to do.
Another figure now is in veiw a girl with matted hair and deep eyes. It's apparent that it's JR Rage the person that he will be teaming with. She looks down he has points, ones much like hers for wanting to take down Blake.
I just want answers and I know who you are. You're lucky that I don't disclose it.
He stands up yelling at her the water slattering off of him.
I'm JT Starr the person I used to be is dead, and I don't ever want to come back. Remeber that Jamie!
She sighs and looks away for a second.
Well either way, I'm cold so lets go.
He is still shivering well nw standing up.
You can go, I have to stay here. Dorian lived on thestreets for several months this wouldn't be at all a big deal.
He also was trained by Scool to with stand the elements, you haven't been. Look I agreed to team with you, I just want to get my hands on him.
JT's eyes roll back in his head and he crumbles to the ground. Rage rolls her eyes and looks down over him grabbing him and dragging him along. As the scene reopens they are near a fire in a lodge. Maxine Hunter is peering at him well he is wrapped in heavy blankets.
You are a strange one you know that?
She chuckles and gives him some hot tea.
I hate tea...
He muffles off.
I don't care your body needs to be warmed up in and out would you rather I ask somebody to heat you up the prison way. You do know a lot about Prison Loor...
You shut up! Just shut up!
He is still shaking and reluctent, but drinks the tea.
You hate to admit that you are an outcast like your brother. You also don't know who he was been talking to.
His eyes look up at her.
He has been staying with Miranda, for both your sakes I'm going to pretend that I really have no information about you. Otherwise Jesse would have you killed... or she'd become a mess.
Jesse and Max hated eachother, but they have one thing in common they are both very protective of their sister Miranda.
Th...thanks.
She swings her hair around as she looks back at him.
I understand why you hate Sprit... but I also know how she can consume you. It happened to me once before and obviously your brother. We all have limits to our will, be it an adiction we can't quit or a habbit that is unbreakable or a memory we can't erase, even aperson that we can't bare to part with.
Jamie walks up behind her just listening. Max stands up out of the cair she was sitting in.
You became a golden boy, then turned into a villian, now if you want to complete the change just like your brother did then you'll have to become the devil himself.
JT looked down he didn't even realize he was following in his brothers footsteps. He refuses to talk to people because he doesn't want to end up like him and need to depend on other people. Even though he talks to Xavier the two are by no means best friends.
How...how do I?
Maxine looked at him her brows raising.
Ah so that's what you really want to acomplish?
After I pass through Sprit there are others that I would need to be stronger aginst. I.. I don't.
You don't want to tap into the little boy that you used to be? Well young one you still are a child after all. If you do this it will only be the first step. Jamie is also studying it... don't tap into things you won't finish.
The scene fades, but reopens in a hotel room JT bursting up sweating and paniced.
What the fuck!? I was just dreaming... But... no...
He gets up and looks in the mirror seeing his face it slowly morphs into Dorian's laughing at him.
You're too young and weak, you'll let Xavier turn you into a clone.
I'm not a clone!
He punches the mirror making his hand bleed and the image scatter still mulitplying and trning into several laughing faces. JT wakes up again a dream with in a dream. Jamie is knocking loudly on his door.
I want to talk to you! Open the fucking door!
He opens the door and shouts at her.
WHAT!?
I'm not acepting a loss this week. I don't care who we go through, you want Sprit Fire then fine.. that's your puppy to handle, but I want you to know that I want to get a peice of Blake.
He stands there and nods.
Yeah ok..
Good I just wanted to make sure we understood.
She turns around like she is leaving, but he shouts after her.
Jamie... did... um did I see you at all last night.
She spung around and gave him a look with one brow raised and a hand on her hip.
You wish, it must have been a dream. Why would I waste a night on you?
She turned around smirking as she left him feeling confused and slightly frightened.
Maxine hunter's voice talks over the closing.
JT wants to open his mind and spirit, he wants to understand his opponents to the point that he can destroy them? Sometimes it's not wise to take candy from strangers or in this case any drinks. He asked for an open mind and a killer instinct then that's what he'll get, but little boys really should be careful what they ask for.
She laughs and the scene cuts to black
Jeffery Thomas Starr sits out in the rain on a cold night shivering as his clothes become damp. Over his body is a black hoodie sweatshirt that is drenched.
I Used to have a brother, he stood beside me, he stood up for me. When others couldn't or wouldn't understand me he did. That person is not everyone's hero Blake Archer, that person is a split off of him... Christopher Dorian.
JT is talking to himself out loud as the scene spans out a little morewe see he is sitting in a closet park. Why he is sitting on this park bench is still to be known. His lips are turning blue and the feeling in his limbs have gone now feeling limp and useless.
Dorian taught me many things, I don't feel pain or remorse.. why? Because I take pleasure in others pain just like they used to me. Just like they used to when he was younger. I never developed a mental illness like his I'm still considered sane. I've never been to a reform school or a group home. I have been part of an orinization like Sprit was with the Blackbloods.
He looks up his lips quivering from the cold the rain is falling more like sleet now at the cilling tempature. His eyes are nerrow and almost glowing from the effect of the lighting.
I hate her... I hate her just like I do Maxine Hunter. She is no better then that bitch. There is no such thing as love among man, it's an illusion that man creates. I can love many things, many people and still it would never be focused on just one person. That is an obsession... Dorian is obsessed with Sprit... not Ruth. Blake loves Ruth, but yet he loved Alexis and all those girls that used him in school.
Lifting up his shaking hands his vains are showing through his pale white skin. His body could be going through shock as he can't move his fingers at all, but he forces it out of his mind.
Plain and simple Ruth wants to keep ahold of him for why because she has it in her head that she needs him to feel. Maxine kept Loren around for the same reason. She babied him and looked after him in a nerturing way, then what happen Loren thought it was love. You can't judge me when I am just like her, I'd have to be. Her brother runs an orinzation called the Bloodline we are the best trained assasians... no solders. We can't feel bad when we kill somebody we are ordered to kill, or to take a prisonor and hand them over no matter how badly then beg.
Now dropping his hands to his knees JT's eyes look up from under his hood.
The government is just the same, take a child from a family because they think it's the best dicision. Execute a man they see as guilty. This is just me doing what I was trained to do.
Another figure now is in veiw a girl with matted hair and deep eyes. It's apparent that it's JR Rage the person that he will be teaming with. She looks down he has points, ones much like hers for wanting to take down Blake.
I just want answers and I know who you are. You're lucky that I don't disclose it.
He stands up yelling at her the water slattering off of him.
I'm JT Starr the person I used to be is dead, and I don't ever want to come back. Remeber that Jamie!
She sighs and looks away for a second.
Well either way, I'm cold so lets go.
He is still shivering well nw standing up.
You can go, I have to stay here. Dorian lived on thestreets for several months this wouldn't be at all a big deal.
He also was trained by Scool to with stand the elements, you haven't been. Look I agreed to team with you, I just want to get my hands on him.
JT's eyes roll back in his head and he crumbles to the ground. Rage rolls her eyes and looks down over him grabbing him and dragging him along. As the scene reopens they are near a fire in a lodge. Maxine Hunter is peering at him well he is wrapped in heavy blankets.
You are a strange one you know that?
She chuckles and gives him some hot tea.
I hate tea...
He muffles off.
I don't care your body needs to be warmed up in and out would you rather I ask somebody to heat you up the prison way. You do know a lot about Prison Loor...
You shut up! Just shut up!
He is still shaking and reluctent, but drinks the tea.
You hate to admit that you are an outcast like your brother. You also don't know who he was been talking to.
His eyes look up at her.
He has been staying with Miranda, for both your sakes I'm going to pretend that I really have no information about you. Otherwise Jesse would have you killed... or she'd become a mess.
Jesse and Max hated eachother, but they have one thing in common they are both very protective of their sister Miranda.
Th...thanks.
She swings her hair around as she looks back at him.
I understand why you hate Sprit... but I also know how she can consume you. It happened to me once before and obviously your brother. We all have limits to our will, be it an adiction we can't quit or a habbit that is unbreakable or a memory we can't erase, even aperson that we can't bare to part with.
Jamie walks up behind her just listening. Max stands up out of the cair she was sitting in.
You became a golden boy, then turned into a villian, now if you want to complete the change just like your brother did then you'll have to become the devil himself.
JT looked down he didn't even realize he was following in his brothers footsteps. He refuses to talk to people because he doesn't want to end up like him and need to depend on other people. Even though he talks to Xavier the two are by no means best friends.
How...how do I?
Maxine looked at him her brows raising.
Ah so that's what you really want to acomplish?
After I pass through Sprit there are others that I would need to be stronger aginst. I.. I don't.
You don't want to tap into the little boy that you used to be? Well young one you still are a child after all. If you do this it will only be the first step. Jamie is also studying it... don't tap into things you won't finish.
The scene fades, but reopens in a hotel room JT bursting up sweating and paniced.
What the fuck!? I was just dreaming... But... no...
He gets up and looks in the mirror seeing his face it slowly morphs into Dorian's laughing at him.
You're too young and weak, you'll let Xavier turn you into a clone.
I'm not a clone!
He punches the mirror making his hand bleed and the image scatter still mulitplying and trning into several laughing faces. JT wakes up again a dream with in a dream. Jamie is knocking loudly on his door.
I want to talk to you! Open the fucking door!
He opens the door and shouts at her.
WHAT!?
I'm not acepting a loss this week. I don't care who we go through, you want Sprit Fire then fine.. that's your puppy to handle, but I want you to know that I want to get a peice of Blake.
He stands there and nods.
Yeah ok..
Good I just wanted to make sure we understood.
She turns around like she is leaving, but he shouts after her.
Jamie... did... um did I see you at all last night.
She spung around and gave him a look with one brow raised and a hand on her hip.
You wish, it must have been a dream. Why would I waste a night on you?
She turned around smirking as she left him feeling confused and slightly frightened.
Maxine hunter's voice talks over the closing.
JT wants to open his mind and spirit, he wants to understand his opponents to the point that he can destroy them? Sometimes it's not wise to take candy from strangers or in this case any drinks. He asked for an open mind and a killer instinct then that's what he'll get, but little boys really should be careful what they ask for.
She laughs and the scene cuts to black
