Post by Jeff Young on Nov 9, 2008 12:25:23 GMT -6
Not as long as i want it to be... but sorry to say that i am a realist and when you know nothing about your opponents you might not write a lot... soo there ya go.. and please soom feedback...
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[glow=red,2,300]Flashback[/glow]
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“Jumping out of bed, thinking to myself it was nothing more than a bad dream. But it was a real nightmare, I could see beyond the curtain to see it was daylight outside. It must’ve been quite late in the afternoon, but there was total darkness in my room, restricting my vision.
The sweating of the bad dream, yet at the same time the mourning for my lost love for the girl that has been gone from my life for quite awhile. I honestly thought I was going crazy as I sat on the edge of my bed shrouded in darkness, thinking to myself “What a night.”
Hearing a voice, as I looked over my shoulder. “Are you telling me thank you, for everything?”
It was Lyne Marie, I sat still thinking what have I done.
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[glow=red,2,300]The new start[/glow]
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Still shocked at the fact, that the night was still a total mystery.
Remembering some moments of the party and also the after party at my place. I still remember some of the most crucial moments, well I said that to myself, that..
I did want to believe it, but with every second I looked at her.
I felt the long lost happiness inside me, but it felt too good to be true.. She Looked at me with a nice big smile on her face wondering what i was thinking to myself. I was sure about it, asking her the dumbest question a man would ever ask a person, especially the girl that’s just starting to make me feel complete once again..
“Did you enjoy your night” I asked, stopping to think for a second. “That must‘ve been the most idiotic question, sorry.”
She laughed at me, wondering why. But it me laugh, none the less.
“Don’t worry about it, I know that you‘ve been lost for awhile” She told me.
I started to think to myself, did I tell her.. Would I tell her my darkest secret to her right away. Did she make me feel so comfortable that I was able to open up to her that easily..“How did you know? Did I talk to much last night?” I looked at her with the confidence, that I knew what the answer would be.
“You didn’t talk to much, you talked just the right amount...” She giggled “ Jeff, you said the most romantic thing a girl could ever ask for.” She then started to blush.
I was sitting there, asking myself over and over, what did I do last night, still looking at her. I knew that Rebecca was gone, and I knew that she’s in the past, but could this be a new start.. A new beginning for myself??
This was happening way too fast, deep down I knew it would all dis-appear.
As I sat thinking, she realized what the time was.
“Shit my Husband at home is gonna flip when I get there.. Sorry Jeff I‘ve got to go.” She said getting dressed, quick as lighting, kissing me as she left.. Before she exited the room, she turned back to say that she would get in contact with me some point later in the day.
As she left I knew once more, that I was alone again. But sitting here, I could sense there was light at the end of the tunnel.. I felt more confident in my abilities, than I‘ve ever done. I knew this was my time, my time to achieve great things...
In the long run, it was the method it would take to get there, it would affect the fate of my career. I came back with a contract on the pole match, that I‘ll admit, I was lucky to win. Ever since then my career went on a downward spiral. I knew that I was hard on myself, getting myself down for nothing. So what, people have bad luck, at least I could say I’ve had some luck. I don’t need to cheat like a lot of people in the industry to come away victorious. I don’t need to win or lose to know in the end, that I‘m simply better than them. I just need to prove it to myself, and show the world the real ME.
I stared to get dressed, wondering what to wear today. I was tired of the same suit, day after day. I wanted to try something new, I wanted a new change for myself. People want to see the true Jeff Young, so I’m here and I’ll give them what they’re wishing for.
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[glow=red,2,300]To each new life, is a new beginning[/glow]
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Several Hours later, I find myself sitting alone in my bay window, one leg was laying along the side of the bench I was sitting on. And the other was leaning on the window, as I looked outside.
Just staring into the distance, thinking... I was thinking on how I could that great impact, onto the show for AWS. I‘ve been on the winning end, and it got me the world Heavyweight Title. I know that morph is pist at me now...
But I was trying to be more and more like other people. Now it’s a new game, a new face, a new look, a new fighting style, some people may not like it, and some may do, all I care for now, is that I am happy with myself, happy with what I want to become in the end.
There is an old saying that, what we do in the past, will affect the future, and yet the wisest of people will tell you to expect the unexpected... And that‘s what I have to start doing.
I am not promising this so people may think of me as a whining little prick that doesn’t know what he wants in life. This is a pact, this is what I want, this is what I need to become the better man.
Not just in this industry, but generally in life as well. I need to make that change, and I will do so.
Still sitting in the same area, I caught my laptop from the corner of my eye. I’ve received a new invitation to a web cam audience, and since I couldn’t say no to the few hundred fans I got. I had to tune in...
I stood up walking towards my study room where It was all set-up, looking at my watch as I sighed. Hoping that she would come in anytime now, hoping that everything was ok, with her husband.
Finding myself in front of the camera, switching it on, as the show began.
“I want to start off by telling every one that is sitting at home watching this footage of me talking. This is not a voice over. Yes I‘ve made alot of changes to myself, people wanted to see the real Jeff Young and here I am. I will also say that if you don’t like these changes, then please do yourself and me a favour and get the fuck out of here, I am not going to waste my time on the likes of you.”
Grabbing a breath, as I started to speak again.
“Now that little thing is dealt with, onto bigger things that I have on my plate. For all of you wondering, the Young legend is back in action. I will revolutionize the world of ASW within the weeks to come.. So I would so suggest you to tune in and watch the show not once in awhile, but every two weeks... We all might get a laugh and kick out of it. With that said I think it is fair to let all of you know that, this week I am facing the one and only Micheal Octaine, people might ask, who is this clown, this bozo?”
“My guess is as good as yours, I’m not to sure that I know him at all. I have been around many federations, I have seen many faces, and yet that one doesn’t ring the bell, maybe he was called something else, maybe he was an unknown figure, but I know one thing, this here, the ASW, this is the big leagues. There is no halftime show. It’s a one way ticket , either win or lose, no breaks and by god as my witness there is no mercy to be given.”
“Octaine welcome to the big leagues, either you must’ve kissed alot of fucking ass to get here, or you might just be a good athlete, and for your sake I hope it’s the good athlete, because I’ll tell you something.
It’s not because I know I‘m going to win, no it’s not that. Its mostly and I know this for a fact, if you kissed your ass all the way to ASW, people are going to make sure your life is a living hell. And that is going to start with me.”
I might not now much of you, as a matter of fact I know nothing about you, and I don’t care, I have said it once, and many times, I will expect the unexpected in this match...
Hope and pray to God, Octaine, that’s if you believe in him. Hope, pray, wish, that you will not find yourself in-line for ‘Breaking’ the law‘. cause if you do, say good-night Irene... I won‘t let go till either you tap, or pass out and then and only then, you‘ll know the meaning of pain.”
Hearing a knock on the door, I ended the web-cam audience and walked to the front door as I walked out of sight.
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[glow=red,2,300]Flashback[/glow]
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“Jumping out of bed, thinking to myself it was nothing more than a bad dream. But it was a real nightmare, I could see beyond the curtain to see it was daylight outside. It must’ve been quite late in the afternoon, but there was total darkness in my room, restricting my vision.
The sweating of the bad dream, yet at the same time the mourning for my lost love for the girl that has been gone from my life for quite awhile. I honestly thought I was going crazy as I sat on the edge of my bed shrouded in darkness, thinking to myself “What a night.”
Hearing a voice, as I looked over my shoulder. “Are you telling me thank you, for everything?”
It was Lyne Marie, I sat still thinking what have I done.
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[glow=red,2,300]The new start[/glow]
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Still shocked at the fact, that the night was still a total mystery.
Remembering some moments of the party and also the after party at my place. I still remember some of the most crucial moments, well I said that to myself, that..
I did want to believe it, but with every second I looked at her.
I felt the long lost happiness inside me, but it felt too good to be true.. She Looked at me with a nice big smile on her face wondering what i was thinking to myself. I was sure about it, asking her the dumbest question a man would ever ask a person, especially the girl that’s just starting to make me feel complete once again..
“Did you enjoy your night” I asked, stopping to think for a second. “That must‘ve been the most idiotic question, sorry.”
She laughed at me, wondering why. But it me laugh, none the less.
“Don’t worry about it, I know that you‘ve been lost for awhile” She told me.
I started to think to myself, did I tell her.. Would I tell her my darkest secret to her right away. Did she make me feel so comfortable that I was able to open up to her that easily..“How did you know? Did I talk to much last night?” I looked at her with the confidence, that I knew what the answer would be.
“You didn’t talk to much, you talked just the right amount...” She giggled “ Jeff, you said the most romantic thing a girl could ever ask for.” She then started to blush.
I was sitting there, asking myself over and over, what did I do last night, still looking at her. I knew that Rebecca was gone, and I knew that she’s in the past, but could this be a new start.. A new beginning for myself??
This was happening way too fast, deep down I knew it would all dis-appear.
As I sat thinking, she realized what the time was.
“Shit my Husband at home is gonna flip when I get there.. Sorry Jeff I‘ve got to go.” She said getting dressed, quick as lighting, kissing me as she left.. Before she exited the room, she turned back to say that she would get in contact with me some point later in the day.
As she left I knew once more, that I was alone again. But sitting here, I could sense there was light at the end of the tunnel.. I felt more confident in my abilities, than I‘ve ever done. I knew this was my time, my time to achieve great things...
In the long run, it was the method it would take to get there, it would affect the fate of my career. I came back with a contract on the pole match, that I‘ll admit, I was lucky to win. Ever since then my career went on a downward spiral. I knew that I was hard on myself, getting myself down for nothing. So what, people have bad luck, at least I could say I’ve had some luck. I don’t need to cheat like a lot of people in the industry to come away victorious. I don’t need to win or lose to know in the end, that I‘m simply better than them. I just need to prove it to myself, and show the world the real ME.
I stared to get dressed, wondering what to wear today. I was tired of the same suit, day after day. I wanted to try something new, I wanted a new change for myself. People want to see the true Jeff Young, so I’m here and I’ll give them what they’re wishing for.
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[glow=red,2,300]To each new life, is a new beginning[/glow]
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Several Hours later, I find myself sitting alone in my bay window, one leg was laying along the side of the bench I was sitting on. And the other was leaning on the window, as I looked outside.
Just staring into the distance, thinking... I was thinking on how I could that great impact, onto the show for AWS. I‘ve been on the winning end, and it got me the world Heavyweight Title. I know that morph is pist at me now...
But I was trying to be more and more like other people. Now it’s a new game, a new face, a new look, a new fighting style, some people may not like it, and some may do, all I care for now, is that I am happy with myself, happy with what I want to become in the end.
There is an old saying that, what we do in the past, will affect the future, and yet the wisest of people will tell you to expect the unexpected... And that‘s what I have to start doing.
I am not promising this so people may think of me as a whining little prick that doesn’t know what he wants in life. This is a pact, this is what I want, this is what I need to become the better man.
Not just in this industry, but generally in life as well. I need to make that change, and I will do so.
Still sitting in the same area, I caught my laptop from the corner of my eye. I’ve received a new invitation to a web cam audience, and since I couldn’t say no to the few hundred fans I got. I had to tune in...
I stood up walking towards my study room where It was all set-up, looking at my watch as I sighed. Hoping that she would come in anytime now, hoping that everything was ok, with her husband.
Finding myself in front of the camera, switching it on, as the show began.
“I want to start off by telling every one that is sitting at home watching this footage of me talking. This is not a voice over. Yes I‘ve made alot of changes to myself, people wanted to see the real Jeff Young and here I am. I will also say that if you don’t like these changes, then please do yourself and me a favour and get the fuck out of here, I am not going to waste my time on the likes of you.”
Grabbing a breath, as I started to speak again.
“Now that little thing is dealt with, onto bigger things that I have on my plate. For all of you wondering, the Young legend is back in action. I will revolutionize the world of ASW within the weeks to come.. So I would so suggest you to tune in and watch the show not once in awhile, but every two weeks... We all might get a laugh and kick out of it. With that said I think it is fair to let all of you know that, this week I am facing the one and only Micheal Octaine, people might ask, who is this clown, this bozo?”
“My guess is as good as yours, I’m not to sure that I know him at all. I have been around many federations, I have seen many faces, and yet that one doesn’t ring the bell, maybe he was called something else, maybe he was an unknown figure, but I know one thing, this here, the ASW, this is the big leagues. There is no halftime show. It’s a one way ticket , either win or lose, no breaks and by god as my witness there is no mercy to be given.”
“Octaine welcome to the big leagues, either you must’ve kissed alot of fucking ass to get here, or you might just be a good athlete, and for your sake I hope it’s the good athlete, because I’ll tell you something.
It’s not because I know I‘m going to win, no it’s not that. Its mostly and I know this for a fact, if you kissed your ass all the way to ASW, people are going to make sure your life is a living hell. And that is going to start with me.”
I might not now much of you, as a matter of fact I know nothing about you, and I don’t care, I have said it once, and many times, I will expect the unexpected in this match...
Hope and pray to God, Octaine, that’s if you believe in him. Hope, pray, wish, that you will not find yourself in-line for ‘Breaking’ the law‘. cause if you do, say good-night Irene... I won‘t let go till either you tap, or pass out and then and only then, you‘ll know the meaning of pain.”
Hearing a knock on the door, I ended the web-cam audience and walked to the front door as I walked out of sight.
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