Post by Jeff Young on Oct 4, 2008 14:24:07 GMT -6
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The reality or Not...
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“What do you mean she isn’t dead..” I said with Anger and Determination in me voice, as if I was still hoping. But inside of me I knew she was gone..
“Jeff, Man serious we saw her at the Café with some friends, and she wasn’t called Rebecca, her name is something like Lyne...” The young gangster from Jeff past is looking at the man still in is Silk Pyjama’s and the matching night robe.
“This cant Be.. She died long ago. And she isn’t coming back. Can you boys get that Also in your Fucking Head. She is gone Dead...
She was Kill by the man that loved her so” I said to him and is friends being silent in the back of him. And I took the voice again, starting to talk ...
“It pain me to see that you would think she would be walking the streets, I cremated her... So if it wasn’t Rebecca I burn, then tell me.... who was it?
” I ask the poor man..
“ I don’t know but you got to believe me. On this Jeff, I have never in my either server Lied to you. So why would I start Now.” he said to Jeff. With a serious look of confusion..
“ You know Jeff you don’t want to believe me.. Here take a look at this.. And if that doesn’t help.. She is still at the Café. Go take a look for yourself. You’ll see.” He said will putting a unique browned coloured envelope on the table at the entrance of my hallway before leaving.
I stud there for a few minutes telling my self that she is gone. She died she is not around. She left this world for a better one, I could take the pressure of not knowing, I went to the mini bar in my room and look for the bottle of Havana Club aged Rhum. And I took it in the room where the envelope was at. I sat in the chair Looking at the paper. And I kept telling my self this cant be happening. This wasn’t Real it was a Joke, it was Fake... I do not know.
After a few shot of the rhum and me asking the question over and over in my head “What If” the Biggest question that should most of the greats Performers of all time, to there death. I didn’t want that to happen. I closed my eyes in hoping that the answer would be there. In the back of my mind. But instead I got Memory coming back to me when I was with Reb.
The Fight’s, the love, the good and the bad... I kept on thinking about all of it.. even about the First time I meet her on the floor of her Kitchen trying to Steal Food for myself, all I cared back then was myself. If she knew how I feel then and still to this day I should of said it more.. I should of been there in the end for her. Even if she knew that I Loved her. I should of.........
“Fuck it Enough of me thinking, its going to Drive me nuts”
I went in to my room and put on the Suit that I knew she would Remember me. In twas the only suit I worn when I asked her hand in mirage and never worn it again. The Deep purple Armani suit with and Lavender dress shirt... I get all nice and prepped in case it was her. But a part of me. Hell a big part of me. Was hoping a lot that it would of been her.
I almost Ran out the Door Jumping in my black Lambogini Diablo, spinning the Tires almost Every corner of each street. With each passing moment. I was hoping more and more. But inside I knew something was not right...
I got to the Café, Parked my car in my Owners spot, My spot, I managed to get by a lot of people that was talking to me. Saying that I a did a good job with the place. And that its always filled, its always fun to be there with friends and all...
With all of them talking I didn’t care all I really wanted to do was to go in the damn place and see for myself.. See if its Truly her.
I walked in by the back where I normally go in. So less people would talk to me even see me I got by the back and there she was...
I couldn’t believe my eyes.. It was her... at least I though it was.. Same Beautiful eyes, same Lips, same Soft hair, I really did believe it was her..
I said to one of my Employee working to let her and her friends know that everything they want tonight for them only was on the house. And it was compliments from the Owner...
The man went over. And said it to whom I believe It was Rebecca, he points over at me. And a smile on her face shown.. She walked over my way and said..
“Thank you for the great night we will be having..” She said with a happy voice on her tone..
“ my pleasure, Rebecca....” I said.. Shy
“Wait a Minutes, Mr. Young I am not Rebecca, Im Lyne Marie Johnson.” She said.
My world when crashing down. The onlything that I would of said that game out of my mouth was..
“Wow. I feel like and Ass..” I laugh “Well enjoy the night on the house Lyne. And hope you guys don’t drink to much, and if you do let me know I will make sure to provide a Ride home to the lovely ladies you are with and yourself also” I said to her for me to be a nice Gentlemen, since this world is lacking some of those..
“Mr.Young would you.... I don’t know.... maybe like to... I don’t know... join us for this Celebration we are having...” She ask me and I knew that she was Shy...
“I would Love too. But please call me Jeff..” I said to her and extending my arm out to her so she could grab a hold of it and we make way to her table...
Then Suddenly
I jump out of bed, I though to myself it was a Bad Dream. It was real Nightmare. I looked at the crack of the blinds in my room. I saw it was Daylight outside. It most of been late.. It was total dark in my room. I couldn’t see a think..
With the sweat of my bad dream and at the same time, the lost love I had for a girl that as been gone out of my life for a while, I really though I was going crazy, I sat on the corner of the bed in darkness and said to myself... “What a night it was”
I heard over my Shoulder.... “You are telling me... Thank you for everything”
I looked over and Lyne Marie was there...
I’ve asking my self... what have I done...
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Night Of Hell, three stage
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The night was a myth for me. I cant remember what was going on.. I hope that slowly I will get to remember what as happen to me. But so far I need to think what is ahead of me and that is the chance to win not one but two title.. I walk in to the office area and open my Laptop, I also start a Video call to all my fan that goes on my website so they can see me talk a bit
“ the world now, its clearly a fun place to be in, we got some people in the world that well we can say sit on they’re ass and do nothing all day, and we go people that really work hard for a living, I mean they get up every morning they drink coffee, take a shower, and go on to work for mostly the government or some kind of job like that...
And I know that people listening to me right now is going to ask them self. What the fuck am I talking about...
And well its really simple..
I my self I have been working all my life I have been doing things with and Against the Law, I remember being a Hell raising Boy in my teen age, But what I remember the Most is that. I was always Second best...
And that in life it will Eat a man’s Soul out, knowing that he is always second best, with time I though that it was my destiny you know. I though that I was the Shadow of Rayne Young and Anthoni Young, my two brothers, but then I start doing things.. Things that I realised I can be better then them. I can be Better then ANY one in the federation, or in any other Job, challenge I would take on... and Look at me now, I own a few restaurant all over the world. I got a training facility, I even got a few bars, so yes I am and Entertainer and the same time im and Investor...
People will stop me on the side of the road and will ask me how did I manage all of this.. Or how do I still do it... and I tell them the true every time.
I live my life. Not as a second best man, I live it as if I am the BEST MAN there is.”
I took a moment and gather my though, before I start talking once more, I look in the camera and
“Still to this day people still think I am not about to achieve my goals in life, people still have second thought, What I say to those people, is.. Go to hell... and the reason for me to say that is there is and old saying, Dream belong to those that Believe in Dream... DREAM BIG. And it will happen.
I have Dream that I Will become Double Champion come at the Show.. I have the Taste of Gold on both of my shoulder. And by god I will destroy anyone. Anything and EVERYTHING in my way, I will make sure of it...
Come Prone to Violence, Morph, Ash, Xavier. Like I told you before, Its not any type of match this is Three stage of HELL... Are you ready.... I know I am...
I am ready to Get out of these Shadow and Once again show the world what are my True Colors. My true self... Be Ready come at the PPV it will be a night TO remember...”
As that is said I Turn off the Camera, and the Scene fades to black...
The reality or Not...
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“What do you mean she isn’t dead..” I said with Anger and Determination in me voice, as if I was still hoping. But inside of me I knew she was gone..
“Jeff, Man serious we saw her at the Café with some friends, and she wasn’t called Rebecca, her name is something like Lyne...” The young gangster from Jeff past is looking at the man still in is Silk Pyjama’s and the matching night robe.
“This cant Be.. She died long ago. And she isn’t coming back. Can you boys get that Also in your Fucking Head. She is gone Dead...
She was Kill by the man that loved her so” I said to him and is friends being silent in the back of him. And I took the voice again, starting to talk ...
“It pain me to see that you would think she would be walking the streets, I cremated her... So if it wasn’t Rebecca I burn, then tell me.... who was it?
” I ask the poor man..“ I don’t know but you got to believe me. On this Jeff, I have never in my either server Lied to you. So why would I start Now.” he said to Jeff. With a serious look of confusion..
“ You know Jeff you don’t want to believe me.. Here take a look at this.. And if that doesn’t help.. She is still at the Café. Go take a look for yourself. You’ll see.” He said will putting a unique browned coloured envelope on the table at the entrance of my hallway before leaving.
I stud there for a few minutes telling my self that she is gone. She died she is not around. She left this world for a better one, I could take the pressure of not knowing, I went to the mini bar in my room and look for the bottle of Havana Club aged Rhum. And I took it in the room where the envelope was at. I sat in the chair Looking at the paper. And I kept telling my self this cant be happening. This wasn’t Real it was a Joke, it was Fake... I do not know.
After a few shot of the rhum and me asking the question over and over in my head “What If” the Biggest question that should most of the greats Performers of all time, to there death. I didn’t want that to happen. I closed my eyes in hoping that the answer would be there. In the back of my mind. But instead I got Memory coming back to me when I was with Reb.
The Fight’s, the love, the good and the bad... I kept on thinking about all of it.. even about the First time I meet her on the floor of her Kitchen trying to Steal Food for myself, all I cared back then was myself. If she knew how I feel then and still to this day I should of said it more.. I should of been there in the end for her. Even if she knew that I Loved her. I should of.........
“Fuck it Enough of me thinking, its going to Drive me nuts”
I went in to my room and put on the Suit that I knew she would Remember me. In twas the only suit I worn when I asked her hand in mirage and never worn it again. The Deep purple Armani suit with and Lavender dress shirt... I get all nice and prepped in case it was her. But a part of me. Hell a big part of me. Was hoping a lot that it would of been her.
I almost Ran out the Door Jumping in my black Lambogini Diablo, spinning the Tires almost Every corner of each street. With each passing moment. I was hoping more and more. But inside I knew something was not right...
I got to the Café, Parked my car in my Owners spot, My spot, I managed to get by a lot of people that was talking to me. Saying that I a did a good job with the place. And that its always filled, its always fun to be there with friends and all...
With all of them talking I didn’t care all I really wanted to do was to go in the damn place and see for myself.. See if its Truly her.
I walked in by the back where I normally go in. So less people would talk to me even see me I got by the back and there she was...
I couldn’t believe my eyes.. It was her... at least I though it was.. Same Beautiful eyes, same Lips, same Soft hair, I really did believe it was her..
I said to one of my Employee working to let her and her friends know that everything they want tonight for them only was on the house. And it was compliments from the Owner...
The man went over. And said it to whom I believe It was Rebecca, he points over at me. And a smile on her face shown.. She walked over my way and said..
“Thank you for the great night we will be having..” She said with a happy voice on her tone..
“ my pleasure, Rebecca....” I said.. Shy
“Wait a Minutes, Mr. Young I am not Rebecca, Im Lyne Marie Johnson.” She said.
My world when crashing down. The onlything that I would of said that game out of my mouth was..
“Wow. I feel like and Ass..” I laugh “Well enjoy the night on the house Lyne. And hope you guys don’t drink to much, and if you do let me know I will make sure to provide a Ride home to the lovely ladies you are with and yourself also” I said to her for me to be a nice Gentlemen, since this world is lacking some of those..
“Mr.Young would you.... I don’t know.... maybe like to... I don’t know... join us for this Celebration we are having...” She ask me and I knew that she was Shy...
“I would Love too. But please call me Jeff..” I said to her and extending my arm out to her so she could grab a hold of it and we make way to her table...
Then Suddenly
I jump out of bed, I though to myself it was a Bad Dream. It was real Nightmare. I looked at the crack of the blinds in my room. I saw it was Daylight outside. It most of been late.. It was total dark in my room. I couldn’t see a think..
With the sweat of my bad dream and at the same time, the lost love I had for a girl that as been gone out of my life for a while, I really though I was going crazy, I sat on the corner of the bed in darkness and said to myself... “What a night it was”
I heard over my Shoulder.... “You are telling me... Thank you for everything”
I looked over and Lyne Marie was there...
I’ve asking my self... what have I done...
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Night Of Hell, three stage
_______________________________________________________
The night was a myth for me. I cant remember what was going on.. I hope that slowly I will get to remember what as happen to me. But so far I need to think what is ahead of me and that is the chance to win not one but two title.. I walk in to the office area and open my Laptop, I also start a Video call to all my fan that goes on my website so they can see me talk a bit
“ the world now, its clearly a fun place to be in, we got some people in the world that well we can say sit on they’re ass and do nothing all day, and we go people that really work hard for a living, I mean they get up every morning they drink coffee, take a shower, and go on to work for mostly the government or some kind of job like that...
And I know that people listening to me right now is going to ask them self. What the fuck am I talking about...
And well its really simple..
I my self I have been working all my life I have been doing things with and Against the Law, I remember being a Hell raising Boy in my teen age, But what I remember the Most is that. I was always Second best...
And that in life it will Eat a man’s Soul out, knowing that he is always second best, with time I though that it was my destiny you know. I though that I was the Shadow of Rayne Young and Anthoni Young, my two brothers, but then I start doing things.. Things that I realised I can be better then them. I can be Better then ANY one in the federation, or in any other Job, challenge I would take on... and Look at me now, I own a few restaurant all over the world. I got a training facility, I even got a few bars, so yes I am and Entertainer and the same time im and Investor...
People will stop me on the side of the road and will ask me how did I manage all of this.. Or how do I still do it... and I tell them the true every time.
I live my life. Not as a second best man, I live it as if I am the BEST MAN there is.”
I took a moment and gather my though, before I start talking once more, I look in the camera and
“Still to this day people still think I am not about to achieve my goals in life, people still have second thought, What I say to those people, is.. Go to hell... and the reason for me to say that is there is and old saying, Dream belong to those that Believe in Dream... DREAM BIG. And it will happen.
I have Dream that I Will become Double Champion come at the Show.. I have the Taste of Gold on both of my shoulder. And by god I will destroy anyone. Anything and EVERYTHING in my way, I will make sure of it...
Come Prone to Violence, Morph, Ash, Xavier. Like I told you before, Its not any type of match this is Three stage of HELL... Are you ready.... I know I am...
I am ready to Get out of these Shadow and Once again show the world what are my True Colors. My true self... Be Ready come at the PPV it will be a night TO remember...”
As that is said I Turn off the Camera, and the Scene fades to black...
